So Paris

So Paris, originally uploaded by Skyline-Photo.

In Fact and KMZ on Chateaudun

In Fact and KMZ on Chateaudun, originally uploaded by bluehour.

My drinking team has a soccer problem

again

calm down, calm down, calm down...
take a deep breath
don't cry. don't even try to cry!
and keep silent, keep silent...they will not help you, so keep silent, keep silent...
calm down, calm down...

hate

stop talking about things i can't see
can't understand
when you yourself can not do them or understand
stop saying i am wrong and mistaking
when you have wronged me

i.break.pt.iv

i.break.pt.iv, originally uploaded by slaapdronken.

rain

its raining heavily in the darkness outside my window
and i just dream of having one cup of coffee after another with you
sitting in a quiet place, talking all night
going to bed just few hours before the dawn
so i can walk out in the morning with the first sunrays
leaving you a lipstick print on a pillow

p.s. this is devoted not to one you may have thought it is

Curiosity, originally uploaded by Troy B Thompson.

rustle of the autumn's dress

the fall.
i can feel it in the air.
this smell of rotten leaves, smell of wet, freshly-dug ground
this warm tired sun, that still tries to give the earth last rays before going away and becoming white in winter

in summer sun is bright yellow and broiling
in winter it is cold and white
in autumn it is orange and warm. a big caramel apple.

in early fall the air is very clear
you can see far away in the distance and fill your lungs to the top

the early fall is quiet
quiet like singing of the birds somewhere but not near
quiet like rustling of the leaves under your feet
quiet like rain on the river

the early fall is warm, clear and quiet

but it has an unspeakable and inimitatable touch of melancholy and nostalgia

the early fall has rare beauty
but everything in it is aware of forthcoming death
and everything in it does not have a thought of resisting
because everything in it knows the way this world goes round
everything in it knows the past, the present and the future
everything in it is a part of one
because all is one

autumn

Fall

The color of this fall is black

you say that nothing can be preserved in the original way it was
that everything changes


but i just want you to trust me
even though i miss the ex-you

Photo

Petra Van Raaij
Check out her work

-, originally uploaded by coolhandluke.

miss

i miss the summer fields
i miss the feeling of warmth
i miss yellow tones
i miss walking alone and sitting in the grass for hours
i want back to these happy moments
i hate that this fall repeats previous
everything returns to the beginning
circle. going by circle.
damn.

Tatiana

check out her Flickr
she is brilliant
so pure and beautiful atmosphere in every work

風を感じている日, originally uploaded by Tatiana Kurnosova.

We're flying together, originally uploaded by Tatiana Kurnosova.

Alone, originally uploaded by black.saturn.

London V, originally uploaded by black.saturn.

London II, originally uploaded by black.saturn.

London I

London I, originally uploaded by black.saturn.

_TWOIT_zeta, originally uploaded by black.saturn.

Never say Goodbye

Never say Goodbye, originally uploaded by black.saturn.

to be honest - i feel tired alone and unloved

have a game tomorrow
first in this year. the opening
wish me luck

have you ever cared?..neither did i

Warning Sign = Bla Bla Bla..., originally uploaded by . ado ..

Hats

Frida K.
Fanny Andersson
Shelley Mulshine
X O

Kris Benton


photosource: lookbook
link is under each photo

green light

green light, originally uploaded by valery murashko.

cornflowers

cornflowers, originally uploaded by valery murashko.

3 years older

been editing my flickr page, which i havend updated and actually used for a long time now.
changed the name and stuff
when edited profile information found the old one i wrote about myself when i was 16 i guess.(that was when i start surfing thru flickr and uploading my photos there)
so here it is:

i love photography, though i am not a professional( and probably far from it.....really far)))))
anyway, 3 things i can't live without: people, music and art
i need to love and to be loved( luckily so far i was able to manage both)
i'm an arts advocate
i'm lazy(unfortunately)
i'm a chocolate addict
well, as my friends would say i'm a anything-that-is-sweet-addict...;))
i'm strange in my own way(like everybody else is too)
i need to know a person well to be open wtih him/her
i love my mom, my parents, my friends, and my cat( and i understood it more than ever in this year)
_____________________
keep smiling!!!
well, that's pretty much it.....it was nice of you reading my profile and look at my pics........:)))

Val

haha its funny, i'm so positive about everything
anyway almost nothing hasn't changed in 3 years
i still can not live without art, music and people
i'm still eating tons of sweet stuff
and so on.
but i wouldn't pay so much attention to these things now

i guess i'm the same. just 3 years older

Nordic

door to nowhere

should i stop writing here everyday?

work wasn't hard today
i didn't count every minute
in evening went with Ann for a walk
it rained all day so it was wet everywhere
we sat near some school, drank beer, smoked and talked about Salinger and Agatha Christie
then went to Yana's place
she is so foolish with her feelings
but she is very funny indeed
she is a good girl, too soft though
i haven't talked to him today
i haven't payed my telephone bill so i can't message him or call
i'm making steps over myself

who cares anyway?
tomorrow i'll go and get drunk

what a waster

they gonna switch the internet off soon cuz i havent payed for last month yet
on one hand its a good thing
maybe ill finish reading Anna Karenina which i started the last time the internet was out
yeah, i used to read a lot, but recently i'm just sitting in front of my laptop when im out of work
and yeah, hang out with friends. anyway, not very useful time spending
i should say, wasting it, for the most part

but hell yeah, i like the summer because its beautiful.
i like sun and fields.
i like grass and wind.

i wish we had the sea here

reflection i'm tired to see

i hate this feeling of being alike with her.
but today i read her new post, and thought that its not our resemblance.
maybe its just mankind's resemblance.
maybe there are hundreds of people that feel exactly the same.
i mean exactly. to 90 percent. maximum 95. more is not possible for anyone.
its hard to explain what i mean.
yeah, i know all people are alike.
but some are more to a particular degree.
feelings vary. and resemble at the same time.

i guess i'm just a silly little girl
and i know the truth but i'm trying to hide it from myself
so that i will not have a chance to acknowledge myself as a fool

p.s. i stopped expressing my thoughts on my page on vkontakte.ru cuz people either ignore it or react in a way that just irritates me or makes me sad
sometimes i even dont need reaction at all
i just need to express myself
also friends always spoil it for some reason
people i dont know usually are more adequate

little work never hurt anyone. a lot of kills.
every employer must put this printed in big letters on the wall of his office

anyway this weekend wasnt so bad as i expected it to be
thought it to be lonely and boring to death
but it was all about sun and grass
hot and smelled like clover
it was about wind in the hair and warm brown world watched through the sunglasses
about new ways and waves and inspiration
not bad. not bad at all.
hoping week of work will not spoil it

lets get it started

well, should i say hello?
i've never liked long introductions and stuff like that
so i'm just opening my blog